#it's what my brain found in marie and why i latched onto her so strongly | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

prozac-shaped-urn · 10 months ago

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.......i get it now

le sigh

wasn't until i saw donna in fishnets that it clicked. saw that and went 'hey wait a sec marie wore fishnets at some point where is that photo????' i then promptly found it on my tumblr and sure enough my amygdala went holy mommy issues batman so that'll be a fun thing to dissect with my therapist next week. wish i'd made this realization sooner so i could've used our time today to do that but ALAS MY BRAIN IS STUPIDLY FUCKING SLOW

anyway isn't it funny these two played anna in the king and i? that's so wild to me. wild mainly because i know marie from her country music but i've seen her live and she has ONE HELL of a voice. extremely dynamic and versatile. she calls it adhd lmaooooo

ok it's like 3:30a i need to sleep g'night fuckos (affectionate)

#it's fine i'm fine #it's just..... yeah #gots a lot of mommy issues which are making an appearance in an unlikely place #at least i fucking figured out why i'm down this rabbit hole!#i'm so tired of this donna spiral i just wanna write my goddamn ahs meets dsm script #but noooooo my brain is hanging onto this dopamine for dear life #it's a mixture of dopamine serotonin and oxytocin #aka the love cocktail #which is extremely creepy to attach to either of these ladies HOWEVER #it's what my brain found in marie and why i latched onto her so strongly #so the fact marie and donna are so similar in appearance makes a shit load of sense to me now #somethin is a'brewin upstairs and needs to be given the love and attention it deserves before this fixation gets out of control #irl post

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